The Beginning of the End

The Only Way to Read the Words of God is By Understanding God; and those who do not have knowledge given by God cannot know Him in His Spirit.

“For the ways of man are before the eyes of the Lord, and He watches all his goings; and is a discerner of the thoughts and intent of the heart with everything naked and open unto Him.” Proverbs 5:21, Hebrews 4:12-13 

To all who read the words of God very deeply with their hearts totally focused on only Him while wanting to please Him just as Christ said the words; “for I do always those things that please Him.” John 8:29


And with those words of Christ are His example that we are to follow, those previous verses must come well into your heart and thoughts while fully knowing that God Almighty is watching you so close that He knows your every thought with nothing ever hidden.


In the world of the human race today people speak many words for many reasons as in salesman to sell products, teachers to teach, a promise to please someone or orders as one in command. What most all fail to realize is that there will be a time when God holds us all accountable for every word spoken because our command directly from Him is only to those who believe and follow Christ: “Because man cannot live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.” Matthew 4:4


Therefore our complete lives are to be according to the words of God and not the words of man. So if we tell a lie and fool all, we have become completely blind because God can’t be fooled. If we claim to follow Christ and strive not to gain the kind of love that He commanded us to have, we have only fooled ourselves. When we see people in need we can say what we want, think what we want, do what we want and reason with ourselves in any way that we choose that make our selfish reasons to feel comfortable to ourselves  because in the day of judgment all things will be brought out with nothing hidden.  Are you aware that God is always putting tests before us through His words just to see what we will do? These words of scripture to follow most all as in 99.9% fail by God's actions in 1 Samuel 2:3.

"Whoso stoppeth his ears at the cry of the poor, he also shall cry himself, but shall not be heard. Proverbs 21:13

And if you take those words wrong you have become one who condemns and judges because they are but a lesson you must learn in order to please the Father. Since December 2006 when God placed me in the Philippines I have searched for just any kind of little helps from brethren, but with now 52 months of being in need there has been absolutely none other than what God has provided through certain individuals to sustain me and my wife. Over twenty thousand people----now well over 100,000 because I am a full time workman for only God 24x7x52 with very deeply rooted faith as my pay----have read my writings, and for the most part I am just ignored, but some will say some kind words of how they care and that they will pray for me with their tongue being the end of their words as written in 1 John 3:18---- But when they are in the great tribulation in suffering and famine with cries to God, He will not hear them. Lamentation 3:8, 43-44, Proverbs 1:22-32, and Psalms 33:18-19 which are pure words of only truth directed at all believers worldwide that you must now hear very clearly- - - -

"Behold, the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear Him, upon them that hope in His mercy; to deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine".


But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. Matthew 12:36


The Parable of the Sower

"When anyone heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then come the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which receiveth seed by the way side.


"But he that receiveth the seed into stony places, the same is he that heareth the word, and anon (at once) with joy receiveth it:


"Yet he hath not root in himself, but dureth for awhile: for when tribulation or persecution ariseth because of the word, and by and by he is offended.


"He also that receiveth seed among thorns is he that heareth the word, and the deceitfulness of riches, choke the word, and become unfruitful.


"But he that receiveth seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it: which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.


  Some very important words to follow for all who believe in GOD. . . .

There are great learning’s to be had within all of the parables through Matthew 13:1-52---and the reason with God's purpose is that preachers and teachers will tell all to read the word, but what they fail to tell all believers is that a person can read the words of God for an entire lifetime while still walking in darkness; and that is because if we as believers do not follow God's instruction as written in Proverbs 2:4-5, we can never know Him; and that is because to gain the fear of the Lord which is knowledge, and that knowledge in understanding of God, we must work very hard because only God can give us the fear of Him if we earn it by working hard as a non stop miner who is always seeking silver while always searching for hid treasures that only God can allow you to find. Proverbs 9:10

"Go to the ant, thou sluggard; consider her ways, and be wise. Proverbs 6:6


Now I shall briefly as possible answer a question asked in faith regarding what God has done through my life that has kept me alive and sustained.

I was born with crooked knee bones that kept me from walking without a metal attachment made in the fifties; and the doctors told my mom that I would never walk properly. The helper got tossed and I have walked and ran all of my life with knee bones a bit out of whack.

At 12 I decided to commit suicide. I even had a friend whose dad was a minister, and my friend Pete said to just send him down a bolt of lightening when I arrived in heaven so that he knew I made it. So that night I went on a hunt for a car to steal and found one. I drove into a field and stuffed a garden hose into the exhaust with a rag to not lose any exhaust fumes and the other end through the back window and it was not long that I was gone into what should have been the dead zone. But I awoke the next morning because the car ran out of gas.  

At 16 I had a drug overdose and woke in a hospital two days later and to this day don’t know where I was, how I got there or who paid the bill. I also laid on a railroad track with my eyes closed and ears plugged with a freight train coming to put my lights out. I was on the wrong track.

I had a loaded gun put to my head in Chicago. The exact same episode with my own car, a hose and exhaust; and again ran out of Gas. I was 20.

I was working under a car and it fell from the stands on me. I was trapped but not hurt. I had a bad head injury in which my brain hemorrhaged; therefore a small portion had to be removed. The neurosurgeon said I had a 50/50 chance and could be a vegetable. Also that at anytime in my life I could have seizures and head shrinks said I would never be right. That was 22 years ago. I also fell head first down a set of basement stairs with the concrete there to say goodbye, but landed on my feet off to the right where there was a ceiling which made it impossible for me to be there. There have been other near death experiences that I won’t even mention, but instead one of the ways he has worked as an invisible Spirit to sustain me and my wife here in the Philippines.


I have an uncle Bill at 80 near Chicago who I had seen little of in 30 years who has a son in Washington state that he had not heard from in five years. With skipping the details as to why; I ended up driving from Chicago Tacoma, finding cousin Bill, and getting the two back into communication. If you’re a parent with love you will understand how much it meant to my uncle to have his son back after 5 years. Shortly after that I got my one way ticket to Manila that landed December 1st 2006 with about a thousand dollars that ran dry in thirty days from giving to so many as in old folks as beggars with cups for coin and children everywhere and no income. Well here it is over three years {over 4 now} later and my survival when really stretched thin has always been saved by the love and kindness within my uncles heart.{the last time was two years ago}  So the whole circumstance in America before I left was of God that knows all hearts. And my uncle is not even a church person nor has he ever been through his life of eighty tears. But he does believe in God.


After just two months in the Philippines I met Mylene on the internet. I was in Luzon and her in Negros Oriental that required a ferry and two days travel. I was broke. My uncle helped me, I traveled and we met. I was 52 and she was 34 and still untouched by man and full of faith. We became two as one that prayed together while keeping our faith even though our lives were so poor that much of what we ate was on word of mouth credit. I could go on and on of our many hard times and how God always pulled us through. We even prayed for over two years that God help us with the funds to be married, and it ended up we did on a $25 set of rings in a local judges home with just us and chow king for our dinner. Yet we have never lost our faith.


Amongst these past years was me crying out for any kind of help from any one any where no matter how small because even twenty dollars that equals near a thousand peso is coffee, bread, fish, and some rice. But there was never any help from so many that say how much love they have for our Lord. Those words art not an attack, a cut down or any wrong way you take them but a lesson that must be learned as an over-comer. There is so very much depth on the love of God and Christ that I won’t even get started as in all of my writings there is scripture and mention of love and just how vitally important it is for your relationship with the Father.


But thanks with to God, all things past and present have happened are for a purpose for those who love God with all of their heart, minds, body and soul. Because God has always been, he already knew before birth who was who in His plans because everything that He does through man comes from what is within the hearts of them. And with that God watches the lives of every individual from start to finish as He tests, chastises, teaches, takes, hurts, adds, feeds, watches and leads through their lives as they become mature men of God with age and discernment that brings them into a total and complete reliance on Him as God Almighty while putting no trust whatsoever in man while always acknowledging Him in all their ways while in faith knowing that He will direct their paths.


God has done so much for me that with nothing and no other life I have found a happiness that my whole life of over a half century never had because I know that He will open all the doors for me that please Him, and if there be none it is because He wants me exactly where I am.


May God bless you by awakening you're heart and mind only to His truths of reality within these end times. AMEN

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Below is the link for a glance at some of my works for God which are for you.

2 Comments (add your own)
  1. MarisPiper - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by MarisPiper on Mar 20th, 2011 at 3:59PM

    I enjoyed that,thanks.

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  2. timesoftrouble - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by timesoftrouble on Mar 20th, 2011 at 5:57PM

    I am glad with a heart-felt joy that you received something from God through His words, and it was also a call from God telling me it was time for an update in this writing because of the hundreds that I have written for God which always need to be edited. Below are some of my others in my free web sites. May God be with you in full and great ways as this world's civilization nears the beginning of sorrows in Matthew 24:4-8---Revelation 6